love this line

' Just Writing About God's Love, Would Be Enough To Drain The Oceans Dry '

'Losing you is like living in a world with no air
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed 2 breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon breathe without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air'

hey, dont pay no mind. =)
By tuesday you'll be fine.
it wont take long.
though seconds may seem to prolong.
but i know. God will make a way.
Jesus is the way, the truth and the light.


CHEERS
Fishlips. =)

Ever Since 20th March 2008 11pm? till now.
It's Officially One Of The WORST times of my life.
the Worst mistake of my life.
and I mean it.

Jason Mraz, This Is Just The Best Song Ever. =D
Even I Can Swoon To It o.o

The Bucket List

Click That Link. Trailer To 'The Bucket List'.
I wanna watch. =( anyonee?

moments of sadness. moments of joy. moments of anger. moments I dread.

Moments, A brief, indefinite interval of time.
A period of waiting.
waiting for what? waiting for whom?
waiting for your overwhelming body to crash upon me,
pushing me to my knees.
waiting for your presence to cover me wholly.
and then recoiling yet again?
taking with you all the sorrows
all the energy from me.
and as you prepare to spring back.
sucking up all the energy and power you can get.
power-minded

As I knelt there,
the somewhat seemingly cotton-ish ground gave way,
sinking slowly.
Opened myself totally into being vulnerable
vulnerable to your retaliation.

You were charged up.
As you came
the ground started to be sucked into your presence,
an azure oblivion.
You crashed over me yet again,
this time there was no rebuttal nor retaliation from me.
I was completely overwhelmed by your presence
drowning.
The repercussions of our freedom.

Your hair, Curls that resembles the clenching of my fist
Your body, Smooth, strong yet Calm. Cerulean Dressing
Your Mouth, Never seems to be saying anything different, your compliments of me, the rubbish, the corals, pearls and weeds.

You lift me up
carried my burdens
The weight of my burdens
simply floats in your touch.
While I lay in that Star-shaped position,
reminiscing my wrongs and my mistakes.
I wonder, how can I ever have mistaken you to be
a character of semi-opposite.

Oh God. Please Turn Moments of Sorrow and Angst Into Time Immemorial
I'm sick of this.





The Summary of MY feelings the past week.
There you go. You can see I havent forgot bout what my Itchy Hands did.
Why didn't I flip tables instead of flipping sleeping giants.

It turns out. I'm not who I am anymore.
What happened in the year 2005.
Is repeating itself...

Am I a jinxed?
Time to practice what America loved practicing
"Isolationism"?
But screw this more?

SOMEONE PLEASE, ENLIGHTEN ME ABOUT WHAT TO DO. PLEASE
finding a damn tree,
the old oak tree.
where sorrows just fade away.
where we'll be like children.
swinging our legs on the branches
symbolising our freedom
our peace
our connection.


Well I didnt go to school today,
was sick.
And I'm stoning at this screen.
Ranting on this post.
It's been an hour.
It still doesnt seem perfect.
The Worst Thing About Being Sick/Sad/Angsty on a Damned schoolday/weekday/working day.
Nobody You Need is availible to talk.
Therefore. Its rotting in silence

ugh. Lord.
Im down to begging.
Begging for You to please,
enlighten me.
I just want to solve this ever hindering problem
.

Theme Songs Today:
Only One - Yellowcard
Last Train Home - Lost Prophets

Im sorry for being such a Useless BUM.
I really am weak on the inside.
I shouldnt spill out my sorrows like a hose to a bucket.
I am already trying to shut my mouth up on all bad things.

May all your days be merry and bright.

The fire is slowly dying
And my dear we're still goodbye-ing
As long as you love me so
Let it snow, let snow, let it snow

Happy birthday kor.


Those Clouds. Form A Broken Heart. Forms My Heart. ^
| look up and see

The heavens are opening just for you
but you arent opening up for it.

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
when skies are grey.

Little Miss Sunshine/Little Miss Giggles.


Cheers! -Fishlips Loads-

=)

Capture Of the past 2 days.
Trying to get many forest shots. didnt turn out right though.

Today and yesterday wasnt exactly what i'ld dream for. but
I still Thank God.

We will find a solution to this problem
We will get back the free-ness of our conversations
and we will definitely find a way. =)
I'll make sure the oak tree be found and it'll only belong to us
no one will recognise the meaning of it and the impact it can deal.

Green Grass
Black Me
Blue Seas/Skies
Black Me
White/Gray Clouds
Black Me
Black Roads
Black Me
Purple Cloths
Black Me
Pink Bands
Black Me
Yellow Cars
Black Me
Silver Cups
Black Me
Violet Atmosphere
Black Me
Dark Nights
Black Me
Bright Stars
Black Me


Can you see the contrast? There isnt one you can spot
Cause you are blind. blind and wilful.
There is the comfort you arent supposed to feel.
so,
I felt the cold last night.
I lost myself but nevermind.
The night sets in but im not set.
All I want is to Just let go.
Let go of everything bad.
Well, Today you were just an ass.
Hands should be kept by your side.
Mouth shut until theres a divine afflatus.
You should be castigated, admonished, proscribed.

A polygon
expanding at an exponential rate
while im counting the miles each point moves
a metre rule wont suffice
neither will a measuring tape.
hmm. I wonder what if I just threw a dice?

Out of the question
never to be thought
the answers are so vague
my eyes bleared by the biting wind.
my blistering thoughts.
more than what I caught.

So. End Of Story. Cut Off. Don't Bring No One In To Your Damned Life Again. Sort Your detrital life. then start ameliorating others'.

hey there
take a glance over your shoulder.
whats past may be affecting your present.
but your present to others should not be affected by the past.
whats cool may not burn your hands but whats hot freezes your mind.
turning all around. people all around. a person to find you're bound.
its the night of ever flying emotions. the evening of change. the day of knowing.
we may not be perfect. neither are the people around us. but there will definitely be someone that is the one in your eyes.
neither of the two seems right.
dont oblige. dont strive.
patience. a fruit in the fruit.
take the plunge. take the dive
follow into the diverse and blurred vision you got
led by the Almighty one.
Nothing Is Impossible.
nothing you cant grasp.
so dont restrict yourself.
dont be sad
its not like she can overcome the hearts of the people you know around you.
Her matters are nugatory.
Look into yourself. Fullstop.