the headache song. has gotten me to ache for it.
ugh... changes in life.
I freaking hate them.
and why am I experiencing changes every single second in my life. why can't it stay at ONE FREAKING MOMENT?
one happy moment
one joyous occasion.
but yet. I realised. even though I get better.
The next day. Things worsen yet again. Like a Wheel, just that its broken.
going halfway, then going back again.
And please. Give me some freaking space.
I am freaking tired.
I am bloody moody.
and you have to freaking say the same thing to me at least 5 times.
I get the message. I FREAKING GOT IT. DONT KEEP PESTERING ME LIKE A FREAKING WATERFALL INTO A BASIN.

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I say I'm ok. But I'm not.
I say I'm happy. But I'm Dying.
I say I'm Alright. But I'm Broken.
I say I'll be better off alone. But Its A Fact that I always need someone beside me.
wth. Lord can't I just survive off myself?
Must I drag others into my already screwed up life.
Must I be a _____ and bring others down with me.
Spoiling other's moods and at the same point bringing myself further down.
Give me an ALTernate way. And I'll TAB myself out.
just to switch my vision to another WINDOW.
Give me an ALTernate choice. And I'll Waste it off by pressing the F4 to superficially end my troubles.
I'll rather be anybody.
than a screwed up me.
Fix me. Cause I'm Rusting in the rain.
Ditch your tools. Cause I'm just a Fool.
yet again... I'm running insane.