I'm only hoping that our lives intertwined in a more intimate way,
our time coincided every single day.
But its 27
27 if efforts for thursday don't bring the desirable outcomes to full fruition,
life must still go on no?
well, to be honest, even though you were here, I have no one to lean on, slowly 1-by-1 everyone has been leaving me, from the closest to the least of my closest friends.
everyone has slowly faded from my sight, no one to help me turn wrong into right.
I have nobody that I feel comfortable in confiding anymore, I am not getting responses, expected outcomes.
If only you could read my heart like a crystal, every single flaw, shine, curve, detail. I only try to do unto others what I hope others would do unto me.
But, I understand, I hope I do.
Even I have people whom I don't confide in, people who talk to me but I don't reply them the way I reply those I want to talk to.
And this is my wish, "I pray that I'll be someone you can confide in, believe in, trust in, and I will be the one whom you know you can lean on in times of trouble."

Though when you lean on me, I won't have anyone else to lean on, but its fine.
Me and You, with God above. That's all we need, or shall I say, I need.

If only you could read every weave and braid in the fabrications of my heart
you would understand what I'm feeling and I hope you would act in another way.