okay here comes another burst of my feelings
People who abuse People who kill
People who steal and don't pay their bills
People with lives that exclude me
People with truth like locks without keys
People that disregard every person who cared
People that disguise as a humble mare
People I'd love to have as close friends
People I'd search for in a sea of sand
People whom left me to bleed
People whom advices I never heed
People who are uncouth, anti-social and unlike the dreams of her
People who care in the shadows of nature
People who amazes and leaves me in awe
People who do not understand me but still call for an encore.

I would tear the oceans apart to find people that care
I would tear in my heart to find my personality bared
I would love the presence of people just being here
Be it sitting by the corridor or even drinking some beer ( Of which I hate ).
I need more of you in my life, I need more smiles in my life, and I also need much more time spared from friends ( the main thing that I'm lacking ).

Do unto others what you want others to do unto you, so why can't I get what I've tried my best to do unto others?


-Sam

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Hey there, Miss Kang =)
Though You won't be reading this, it's the thought that counts right?
Thanks, for everything. You're unpredictable, unexpectable, but definitely the a really, really, really, extemely good friend and dependable. =)


Real Love,
Sam Sam

I Got My Sights Set On You
And I'm Ready To Aim
I Have A Heart That Will
Never Be Tame
I Knew You Were Something Special
When You Spoke My Name
Now I Can't Wait
To See You Again

I've Got A Way Of Knowing
When something Is Right
I Feel Like I Must Have Known You
In Another Life
'Cause I Felt This Deep Connection
When You Looked In My Eyes
Now I Can't Wait
To See You Again

[CHORUS]
The Last Time I Freaked Out
I Just Kept Looking Down
I St-St-Stuttered When You Asked Me What I'm Thinking About
Felt Like I Couldn't Breath
You Asked What's Wrong With Me
My Best Friend Leslie said "Oh, She's Just Being Miley"
The Next Time We Hang Out
I Will Redeem Myself
My Heart Can't Rest 'Till Then
Whoah, Whoah, I
I Can't Wait
To See You Again

I Got This Crazy Feeling
Deep Inside
When You Called And Asked To See Me
Tomorrow Night
I'm Not A Mind Reader
But I'm Reading The Signs
That You Can't Wait
To See Me Again

[CHORUS]
The Last Time I Freaked Out
I Just Kept Looking Down
I St-St-Stuttered When You Asked Me What I'm Thinking About
Felt Like I Couldn't Breath
You Asked What's Wrong With Me
My Best Friend Leslie said "Oh, She's Just Being Miley"
The Next Time We Hang Out
I Will Redeem Myself
My Heart Can't Rest 'Till Then
Whoah, Whoah, I
I Can't Wait
To See You Again

I Got My Sights Set On You
And I'm Ready To Aim

[CHORUS]
The Last Time I Freaked Out
I Just Kept Looking Down
I St-St-Stuttered When You Asked Me What I'm Thinking About
Felt Like I Couldn't Breath
You Asked What's Wrong With Me
My Best Friend Leslie said "Oh, She's Just Being Miley"
The Next Time We Hang Out
I Will Redeem Myself
My Heart Can't Rest 'Till Then
Whoah, Whoah, I
I Can't Wait
To See You Again

Whoah, Whoah, I
I Can't Wait
To See You Again

Writer's Block


It's a sad, sad story when I get writer's block
One that may lead to tears
Tears for my agonizing pain
Tears because you know or have the feeling

It's a sad, sad story when i get writer's block
The indescribable feeling of unknowing
The inner knowing that you just don't know
A thought with no inspiration at all

It's a sad, sad story when I get writer's block
It's an inner pain both physical and mental
It's like having words at the tip of your tongue
That you can't ever figure out

It's a sad, sad story when I get writer's block
The words don't come to mind
The vision is gone
A story lost forever until it lands in the mind another

It's a sad, sad story when I get writer's block
An image wiped from my mind
The sparkle that is lost from my eye
My smile turned upside-down

It's a sad, sad story when I get writer's block
A story that is flowing, then stopped abruptly
A story with no end
One that is unwritten in mind and paper

It's a sad, sad story when I get writer's block
Wasting hours of life thinking
Thinking of the beginning of a life
Or the ending of their story

It's still a sad, sad story when I get writer's block
All of that pain and sorrow I go through
Luckily for me
I don't have writer's block

Nicole Wobster

If I refrained from talking to you would you mind?
If I never see your face again will my face ever appear in your mind?
I need an answer, can anyone give me one, an answer to whether I should even try to do what I do best, poking my nose into someone's life, when I don't even know whether they want me to or not.
You're unpredictable, you leave me speechless
You're irresistable, I stand here breathless.


So, any friends with advice? heh.... =) Please please pretty please handsome please cheery on top the cake with the frappes, everything won't go to naught though the sun is scorching hot, nothing shall be bought.


" Take Me To New York, I'd Love To See LA
Take Me To Chicago, San Franscisco Bay "

So now I am in a dilemma, I don't know what to feel, A state of total confusion.
If nobody knows who I truly am, Then who am I truly?
What can I feel if your hands are not with mine, what can I do if my soul is with You? What if I said my life has been indirectly sold and souled to and for You?
But if You didn't know just those few words are detrimental to my heart, those words are the explosions that shatters every part of me.
You be the clouds which shades me from all danger, You be the dart that leaves me uncontrollably plaintive.
So now the Sun has gone away and You're the new Villain in the sky. You bring the storms that toss the waves around,
You shattered every glass You tore every road apart
Like You shattered my heart and You ripped my mind.

- Sam

How Do You Stop An Inevitable Snowball?
How Do You Prevent An Inescapable Disaster?
How Do You Stich Back The Crevasse In My Chest?
How Do You Circumvent From Destroying Yourself?

I don't know what to feel right now, I am but a mind wrought with disaster, longing to be embellished by the fascinations of the world. I am neither at the start nor the end of my journey, I am sorry I cannot live up to your standards I sometimes wished I were older so I could prove myself worthy to live up to everyone's standards and not be looked down upon.
Envy and jeolousy, both are detrimental, but why is it so hard to be what God wants us to be?
I want to be someone that people would look up to, I want to be someone that people wouldn't aviod, I want to be someone that people would admire.
Unfortunately, I don't think that I'm either of these.

http://trouble.iotashan.com/animals/lobster-info.cfm
www.bluecrayfish.com
http://www.practicalfishkeeping.co.uk/pfk/pages/show_article.php?article_id=484

So yesterday was my birthday. =)
Thank you everone who wished me.
Starting from the best few.
1.Caleb ( Lebs )
2.Ryan ( rYn )
3.Luke ( LkE )

4.Chloe ( My Dear Fishy Sis )
5.Ivan
6.Xing Qi ( BigBigSis )
7.Xing Kang ( BigBigSis' Bigsis! )
8.Karen ( BestFriend )
9.Amos Lim ( My Bro )
10.Papa/Mummy ( PARE UNTS )
11.Merrilyn ( Merri )
12.YiEn ( Ernie )

13.Wen Ai
14.Shawn/Nick Wee
15.Andrew Thian
16.Jiamei ( Sis )
17.Carlos ( The Guy Who Tries To Jump High High )
18.Carisser
19.Amias
20.Alcinda
21.Gerald
22.Xiaole
23.Jermaine
24.Victoria
25.Nadine
26.Emil
27.Esther
28.Jasmine
29.David
30.Seth

*
31.Yi Hui
32.Eugene
33.Barnabas
34.Wang Kin


Thank you all! =)

Top 3 - for wishing me, then accompanying me for the night to fix the wonderful aquarium, and the two lobbies Climbey ( Stan-d-ley ), and Foodie ( Hippie ). Had a great time and confusing time at Fish and Co. ! =)

The Next 9 - For wishing me/talking to me/accompanying me/bringing me out for lunch/smsing/all other wonderful deeds. =)

The Rest - For wishing me a wonderful Sixteenth. =) thanks

* added - BELATED

You.Guys.Are.Wonderful.
-Sam O-(^^Q)